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A pair of milestones, and some insights into how I am becoming fit and losing weight.

So, I’ve reached two almost simultaneous milestones I wanted to tell you about.

The first milestone is that I reached 250 pounds. That means that I have 50 more to go, and I have lost about 45 pounds since paying close attention to my health and nutrition again. It has been 70 days, or 10 weeks, since I’ve tried to lose weight and improve my nutritional lifestyle, starting at almost 300 pounds. I’m 39 years old, and 6 feet, 2 inches tall. I’ve lost over 100 pounds before, so I feel that this is an exercise more in practice than in theory.

The second milestone is that I’ve maintained 25% body fat percentage (BFP) for a day or two now. 25% is the well-known BFP indicating the high-end of overweight in later adult men. This is significant because, according to these standards, I am no longer obese, but rather overweight, and that is good absolutely fantastic news. According to the studies and findings associated with overweightedness versus obesity, I should see great health benefits if I can keep up this level of health versus an obese one.

I will feel less like I’m carrying a stone around in my stomach. My sleep apnea and skin issues will subside, and I will have more energy to commit to exercise and personal well-being.

However, I do not intend to stay overweight, and I am striving for a BFP of 15%, which is in the middle of the normal range. In other words, I am aiming for a final weight of 200 lb. with 30 lb. being fat. This is a significant point, because according to a different measure of overall health, the Body Mass Index (BMI), I will still be overweight, though I’ve been at 185 before, and I felt uncomfortably thin. People voiced concern for me because of my weight in a new way, and that was not fun either. BMI is often criticized for being less useful for people who are taller or shorter than the average, or who have a greater lean weight (more weight from bone, organs, and other lean material).

10 things I want you to know about how I’m losing about a pound every two days.

  1. I am eating a lot of shelled nuts, fresh fruit, fresh vegetables, natural beverages, like coffee, and very, very little meat or fish.
  2. I am trying to eat whole foods, when possible. Very often a meal or a snack consists of one type of food, like an ear of corn.
  3. I am trying to cook as much of my food as possible, as opposed to leaving it up to someone who does not care as much as me about my health.
  4. I do not restrict any kind of food, but rather prefer lower calorie, natural or close-to-natural foods. I gave up alcohol, which is the only exclusion to this rule.
  5. I eat my adjusted calories as though I was not exercising (now about 1650 kcals), and do not “eat back” more calories from exercise, often 500-1000 calories according to my activity tracker. There is controversy surrounding this idea, but not for me.
  6. I use MyFitnessPal.com to track my calories, and log everything I eat.
  7. I use a Fitbit Ultra tracker and the Fitbit Aria scale to track my calories burned through movement and my daily weight and fat percentage.
  8.  I try to remind myself of sensible approaches by reading, researching, experimenting, and repeating. The black walnuts harvest project (planned for a future post) is an example.
  9. I drink at least 64 ounces of water every day, and now crave it if I have not had it.
  10. I eat pizza at least 5 times a week, I have fast food on occasion, I eat packaged, processed foods, I use Splenda, and I ingest about 1/8 ounce of nicotine a day via electronic cigarettes. I am not leading, by any means, the epitome of a healthy lifestyle, but I am happy and satiated. I achieve sensible nutrition, a sweet spot I plan to stay at for a while.

So, here’s to your health, and I wish you the best day.

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Breakfast today, for Melissa.

Had a great breakfast to celebrate 9 months with Melissa. I cut two ears of corn, included leftovers from last night’s curried cauliflower with tomatoes and onion and garlic, threw in a couple of eggs, and served it with Trader Joe’s Lavash bread, toasted. I threw a pearl of mozzarella on at the end to add a bit of salty, creamy fun. All told, breakfast was about 350 calories! We each had half and really enjoyed the buttery texture, creamy consistency, mix of sweet and spicy, and bright yellow color. She said it might be her best breakfast ever. Delicious, just like Melissa.

 

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A reflection of my progress so far…

weight loss since april
weight loss since april

I had my 39th birthday yesterday. It was a very good one.

I’m on my way to physio-mental health. Evidence of the physical part is above, but let me explain the physio-mental part here.

In the time between March 2011 and March 2012, a lot happened. I had several overlapping personal crises, not resolved or resolving:

I had cataracts last year. I had surgery to remove them. Towards the end of my time with these protein deposits in my eyes, unofficially associated with smoking and drinking, and seldom seen before old age, I was driving, working, and doing all the things that I normally do, but I should not have been. It was nearly impossible to read, a major part of my work as a technologist. I almost hit a police officer who was directing traffic during church services in a spot I did not expect. He had lights flashing, an orange vest, and a lit flashlight. It was broad daylight. He screamed at me. I was lucky not to lose my license, but I probably should have. I had to fight and argue that my cataracts were bad enough to call for the surgery. My belief is that the healthcare system in this country is self-serving and broken. I also induced a concussion falling down the stairs my first week I was at my job at Princeton, which I had just begun, at the beginning of March. I could not see the steps. Removing the cataracts was one of the most rewarding and freeing life experiences I’ve ever had. I will never, ever, again be inconsiderate to those suffering with visual issues.

I separated from my wife and ended a marriage of 12 years. Mostly due to my drinking, and the perspective that drinking to excess provided me. I won’t say much else here but that I am happy now; I’m on the road to recovery with my children, Jack and David. They are my life, and I will do everything in my power to give them my life back.

I stopped drinking. After a 6 year run of binge drinking almost every night, after having sobriety between the ages of 19 and 33, I am 9 weeks clean of alcohol. I will help anyone who wants to do this, because I feel that personally, it was the key to the rest of these issues manifesting. For me personally, alcohol is a poison, slow killing, and painfully life debilitating. Others are able to live with it, but all it ever brought me was sadness, change to the negative, and a veiled view of living. Never again, I hope and work for, every day.

I moved out of my house into a studio apartment. I will be paying for both the house and the apartment for the foreseeable future.

I regained almost all of my lost weight from a 100+ pound loss (305 to 195) that I had at the age of 36, mostly due to the perspective and lackadaisical attitude provided by abuse of drinking. After quitting drinking, I’ve lost 39 pounds, from 295 lbs down to 256 pounds as of the time of this post. I plan to reach 200 pounds again as a goal with exercise, nutritional sense, and support.

Other things have happened, but none I’m ready to share here, but stay tuned, you never know.

So, things are looking up. I’m better for surviving the crises, and on my way to recovery. Thanks for your support in that.

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Recently eaten: Veggieburger, orange, egg sandwiches, coffee and corn

So I had a great hand-made veggieburger at work the other day, with fresh toppings and a juicy orange as a side. Then, tonight, I had eggs on flatbread with fresh mozzarella, with corn on the side. Also, a delicious press pot of coffee!

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Lunch and Dinner

For lunch, I had a delicious veggie feast of eggplant rollatini, broccoli, and sautéed summer mix with water and a navel orange. For dinner, I had D’Angelo’s (Princeton, NJ) delicious grandma style pizza (a very thin take on Brooklyn style).

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Some pics from today’s menu

So today was a treat. I had an egg on panini bread over caramelized onions and fresh mozzarella for breakfast, with French-pressed French roast coffee, and for lunch I had naan pizza with garlic spinach, roasted red peppers, and onion. Somewhere in there I had some pan-fried Thai veggie dumplings too! A really delicious day.